Happy Monday! :)

Pagi ini:

1. Pasang bendera merah-putih. Dua hari lagi, yaw!

2. Buka twitter. Biasa, ah!

3. Ketawa-ketawa sendiri. Soalnya tweet tentang #THR-nya lucu-lucu. Bukan begitu, bukan?

4. Sampai tempat pekerjaan, dapat klien lama. Sayangnya ini agak menakutkan! Bukan, bukan setan. Tapi ingat gaya lamanya yang tega dan tahu how to fool me to achieve such as discount. Saya jadi capek.

5. Menyadari diri saya telah banyak berubah. Tidak sedungu dulu kalau berhadapan dengan "srigala". Sekarang saya lebih witty, tidak ambil pusing dan berani menyikapi keadaan apapun. Thank God! :)

Kangen Tak Berujung

Aku hanya kangen matanya.
Meneduhkan,
menyalakan lampu inspirasi
yang tak bisa putus.

Matanya juga sumur yang dalam.
Bikin aku ingin nyemplung
dan ngga balik lagi.
Daripada sekedar kena cipratannya saja?

Eh, suaranya juga!
Tanpa kekerasan,
bahkan lembut.
Tanpa ketegasan yang palsu,
bahkan tak perlu disengajakan.
Karena memang sudah begitu takdirnya.

Ngomong-ngomong, dia sedang apa ya?
Merancang surprise untukku?
Eh, memangnya aku siapanya?
Dasar aku!

Hal "Membatalkan"

"Pemirsa, saya baru saja membatalkan puasa, dengan makanan khas Medan yang dijual ...," kira-kira begitulah cara presenter sebuah stasiun tv swasta. Saat itu saya dan ibu menyaksikan berita mengenai hiruk pikuk masyarakat Medan menyambut bulan puasa. Topik menarik pada saat yang tepat? Mungkin.

Tapi yang menarik bagi saya adalah keterbatasan bahasa, tentang ritual makan pada saat beduk maghrib. Membatalkan? pikir saya. Bukankah lebih enak dengan istilah 'berbuka puasa'?

"Bulan puasa yang lalu kamu batal berapa kali?"
"Tiap maghrib aku batalkan dengan kolak."

No offense.

Woman!

My mother was right. She said to me a few times, when we're watching tv together, that the most dangerous of friendship was the one consisted of 3 persons. Did you get the point?

Simply, I have to be careful to my 2 friends in business place, because I silently critisize how we build the friendship. This all happened without preparation. But I saw the one was closer to me than to the another one. And she told me all she know all about the another one.

Sorry not to mention name here. Simply, I worry if one day the closer one would turn back and treat me different way. Awareness needed! :)

Hi Miss!

Did I wrong not to do your request? Did I insulted your heart?
Sorry... I never mean so. We only had different perspective. I thought we didn't need to do your suggest.
How must I do now, miss? Must I apologize? To be honest I never think so. I only don't like your attitude.
Sorry for you... Please, don't be too childish. Come on grownup!

Paid Domain

Wanna have paid domain. How do you think? :)

I'm Inspired!

I actually would like thank God, because in the chaotic condition He show me how to be.

And this is my opportunity. I can feel, some of the mystery is in my decision. Not absolutely in up to the time. I have to make up my mind.

That's why sometimes I always ask, why do some people act like there's no tomorrow? And why do most of them stay infront of me? Next to my bussiness place?

They could be bad influence to be as lazy as them. But now, they even show me how we must treat our life time.

And of course, among them the good one would seem so bright, right? True, the man I wrote. ;)

Thirsty

Oh, no! I almost lose his shadow in my mind. What does it mean? :(
For married couple, it's such losing their spirit to love or be loved, and losing the reason to kiss, hug, or even to touch. Ouch!
No. We're not married. I'm just talking about the essence of a relationship. I'm missing my spirit to keep loving him. And this life become too flat again. :(

Dear you,
It may be true that I won't ever reach your heart for me. In fact, I'll still love your eyes looking at my eyes soo deeply.
Bad news; I'm losing that inspiration comes from your eyes. Will you come again?
Fru

For The Unreachable

Wahai si ganteng maut,
Aku cinta kau
Tapi sekaligus benci.
Hatiku luluh
luluh seperti lilin
yang kau bakar tanpa sengaja.

"Penampilan itu perlu!"
begitu selalu kata para wanita.
Termasuk kataku sendiri
pada akhirnya.
Karena tadinya aku tak peduli
sekarang sangat peduli.

Iya, aku peduli padamu.
Tapi kau sudah terlalu jauh
Jauh dari gapaian katiku
terpisah oleh prinsip-prinsip
Diriku tak berani menerjangnya.

Jadi anggaplah aku menyanyikan
"Somewhere over the rainbow"
yang digubah sana-sini.

Aku bermimpi
menyayangimu
wahai pangeranku.

Kecup jauh
Aku.

Entri Yang Tertunda: Hari Kedua

Yes, it's a late posting. I had to post yesterday. :D

Fine. One of simple things happened in this Ramadhan, it made me know an independent opinion of someone I knew. Shortly, he always answered to people criticized his attitude, that to fast or not, that's our own decision and not because the other's command or even judgement of the others.

I only can put smile and won't comment more, because I thought that's rasional enough for me. I only can not deny his silly attitude. Yes, that's silly for he didn't follow on the instruction. Religion is to be obeyed.

Hari Pertama, Lho! :)

Iya, betul! Ini hari pertama puasa tahun ini. Dan saya ikut merasakan suasana bulan puasa di sini, tentu sudah biasa.

Sesuatu yang biasa berulang. Seperti inilah. Tapi yang jelas, peralihannya ini. Tiba-tiba (hampir) semua usaha penjualan makanan tutup. Dan jalanan sepii. Asik juga, buat yang sudah muak dengan macetnya Jakarta. Kayak saya! haha..

Rencana hari ini: tetap fokus pada bekal, jangan tergiur kudapan yang makin merajalela saban sore bulan puasa. Kecuali laper. :))

Selamat berpuasa bagi kalian yang puasa! :)